The hottest news right now is non other than the scandal involving leading actress “Pinky” Savika and married couple “Peck” Sanchai and “Tanya” Tanyares Engtrakul.
In the past month, Pinky was unable to clarify the news as she has been working on an Indian Movie in India to try to debut in Bollywood. However, the actress has left a message to fans on her personal website.
Today Pinky returns to Thailand before her scheduled due back date purely to clarify the current news.
“I was on the news on my 5th day in India. I was in the middle of filming, the weather was hot, dancing was hard and language was difficult. But luckily I can segregate, at work I work to the best of my ability but during my break time I will be very stressed. I get phone calls from Thailand from my friends and reporters and other people but I didn’t pick up because I was tired and stressed”
“Aside from that I also received mails on the internet, both good and bad. The good ones are from my fans who would always try to support me by sending me clips and photos. But when I look at them, they look like mourning gifts (laughs) and I’m not dead yet. However, it’s something that I would like to thank them for because those items were good moral support to me”
“But some of my friends refused to tell me about this. My dad who was in Thailand the whole time and saw all the news didn’t even tell me about it. He’s afraid I wouldn’t be able to work. In the end I found out from someone and the news got more intense everyday. I didn’t know what to do, I started writing on my website to tell my fans. I wrote my feelings, I cried while writing it”
“The reason why I felt so bad is because, people have already judged me. They’ve already made the decision that I am that kind of person even though they haven’t even heard the truth from me. As I typed my feelings, I was also reading the comments on the internet, people were criticizing me and I cried (laughs) In the end I felt, why am I upset? I didn’t do anything wrong, I didn’t kill anyone”
Has this news affected your work in Thailand?
Pinky nodded “Before the news, I had been contacted for two commercials. But now they have put that on hold. But it’s okay. I can’t help that, I try to think I shouldn’t worry about it”
What would you like to say now?
“I’d like to say that I know what I’m doing and I know whether or not my action is right or wrong. I can make my own decision for myself. I don’t think the news can say too much because this is my personal matter. It’s a personal matter involving 3 people”
“What I want to say is, don’t judge me from what you’ve heard. I work to support my family. I don’t need anyone to take care of me. I can support myself. And if someone does want to take care of me he would have to be single. I don’t want to hurt anyone. As it is, I have been criticized by society to the point where I feel like people should analyze it first. There is a reason to everything”
“The reason that I know this person is genuine. He’s a friend, a brother. I have no intention to do anything unmoral and against my religion. I’ve been brought up in the kind of family that have always taught me that this is sinful. I would never ruin other people’s family. However, if the way I know this person is hurting another person then I apologize. But let my parents be the one to criticize me for this, not anybody else”
How does your family feel about this?
“They feel sorry for me. I want to cry when I talk about this because right now I’m very tired. It seems like in Thailand there’s not many people who will understand me. Working over there is tiring and when I don’t respond people think it’s because I’ve accepted the accusation. But I don’t want to say too much because I don’t want more people to be jeopardized. It’s not good, let’s just end it with me”
“People can choose to believe me or if they don’t believe me then that’s ok. This incident is an inspiration for me to work harder in India. I have a long future ahead of me”
“I have a brain, I have talent, I don’t need to rely on anybody else”
Source via Khaosod
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